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If you took a needle, pushed it into my skin and
watched me bleed,
If I told you it hurt, does that make me a liar?
When words fall from your lips and stick to me like thorns,
why is it my job to pull them free and tend to the wounds?
You put them there in the first place, but that doesn't matter.
If I wear my pain on my face, you roll your eyes and say,
"Oh, it's not so bad. Stop being so dramatic."
D r a m a t i c.
I hate that word.
I hate it for its glibness, the blithe dismissal that I am merely an act,
a pantomime to be mocked and forgotten within mere moments.
As if my own heart is nothing to be taken seriously.
"You're being oversensitive."
It's easy for you to say that, isn't it?
Because nobody ever sees the damage that words can do.
There are no bruises to flower on my skin, dark and wide just beneath the surface.
You cannot hear the crack of bone as my body bears the brunt of some heavy impact.
Instead, there is a gradual change.
Something in you freezes over time. What once flowed easily and with purpose becomes slow and clogs. Words stick in your throat and knot your tongue and you end up swallowing them back, sliding thick and bitter down your throat like blood.
Words fester, you see.
They writhe beneath your skin, crawl into your ear and rot you from the inside out. The pain spreads and swells with each new word that falls carelessly from your mouth.
“Don’t take it so personally.”
If only it were so easy for me to shrug off pain the way you shrug off responsibility.
It slides from you like rainwater, falling away and vanishing into nothing.
So I try to stop the bleeding and bite down hard to keep the words in.
You wonder why I can’t speak to you, why I always look like I’m in pain when you’re near.
It’s because it hurts.
Who are you to tell me it doesn't?
watched me bleed,
If I told you it hurt, does that make me a liar?
When words fall from your lips and stick to me like thorns,
why is it my job to pull them free and tend to the wounds?
You put them there in the first place, but that doesn't matter.
If I wear my pain on my face, you roll your eyes and say,
"Oh, it's not so bad. Stop being so dramatic."
D r a m a t i c.
I hate that word.
I hate it for its glibness, the blithe dismissal that I am merely an act,
a pantomime to be mocked and forgotten within mere moments.
As if my own heart is nothing to be taken seriously.
"You're being oversensitive."
It's easy for you to say that, isn't it?
Because nobody ever sees the damage that words can do.
There are no bruises to flower on my skin, dark and wide just beneath the surface.
You cannot hear the crack of bone as my body bears the brunt of some heavy impact.
Instead, there is a gradual change.
Something in you freezes over time. What once flowed easily and with purpose becomes slow and clogs. Words stick in your throat and knot your tongue and you end up swallowing them back, sliding thick and bitter down your throat like blood.
Words fester, you see.
They writhe beneath your skin, crawl into your ear and rot you from the inside out. The pain spreads and swells with each new word that falls carelessly from your mouth.
“Don’t take it so personally.”
If only it were so easy for me to shrug off pain the way you shrug off responsibility.
It slides from you like rainwater, falling away and vanishing into nothing.
So I try to stop the bleeding and bite down hard to keep the words in.
You wonder why I can’t speak to you, why I always look like I’m in pain when you’re near.
It’s because it hurts.
Who are you to tell me it doesn't?
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Literature
Damn...
I know you won't read these poems I'm writing
After all, your soul is already away...
But I'll keep writing them for as long as I have to,
because I still hope you'll come back someday.
Literature
XIX.
he called me
saint, saviour, holy,
kissed my knucklebones
to skip
purgatory; get
to Hell quicker
since he
was going there anyway
or maybe he
just liked worshipping
devils.
(should have worshipped himself)
Literature
A world of porcelain people
We live in
a world full
of pretty
façades; everyone
is a living
masquerade
in this
day and age:
pick up your
smiling face
at daybreak and
drape it over the
violet stains
beneath your
eyelids;
walk around
aimlessly -
we are all
sleepwalkers,
eyes open but
closed.
we are all pretty porcelain people
living in a pretty porcelain world
and our masks
are starting
to crack.
(and reveal the ugly truth)
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I think I've been told I'm "oversensitive" pretty much all my life. Often, it's by the same people, over and over. But for some reason, it never occurs to them that maybe they're the ones who should change, it's always my fault somehow.
This is experimental, so idk if people will like it, but I do, so I suppose that counts for something.
This is experimental, so idk if people will like it, but I do, so I suppose that counts for something.
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