I find some things pretty difficult. For one thing, I hate making myself dinner. Buying food, hauling it up seven stories and then thinking of how to prepare it is a pain in the ass. I've lost so much weight since I started living by myself, so...LifeHack? XD
I miss my mum a lot...it's really weird always coming home to an empty space, because my flatmate almost always arrives later than me and when she is here she holes herself up in her room the entire evening. Apparently she's going to get married soon so, like all women who get into a relationship in my life, she'll leave shortly to go be with her fiancé. I'm a little annoyed that she never mentioned this before I moved in, and also now we're supposed to be searching for a new roommate, which I can't muster up any enthusiasm for.
I never quite know what to do with myself on weekends, so I've been home a couple of times, if only just for some kind of concrete plan. I did go to a meet-up on Sunday, and despite one of the girls being a bit...full on, it was nice. We played Ping-Pong (which we sucked at) and had some drinks.
I have to say though, why do people think, "Why are you single??" is a good question? Like? What the hell do you SAY to that? If I knew why, wouldn't I have changed it by now? I'm a reclusive hermit woman and I have trust issues, but I don't really feel comfortable explaining that to someone I've just met. Though she was pretty drunk so hopefully she won't remember much of the conversation. It was awkward.
My job, on the other hand, is doing my fucking head in. Seriously, today I literally ran out of work about 2:30pm and I spent the rest of my shift either going over the work I'd done this morning or sneaking peeks at my phone. Also, because I've mad??), people keep telling me to ask this girl who started ON THE SAME day as me what to do "in case I'm unsure", even though she does the same shit I do and the same qualifications. Like seriously? Why don't I just give her ALL my work, if she's so great and I'm apparently so inept? Also my back and my hands hurt after a long day, because all I do is sit and fill in spreadsheets all day. I'm glad my contract finishes at the end of May because I do not want to stay here. It will drive me insane.
Also my Dad was really irritating me today...like he's usually kind of difficult to deal with anyway, but he seemed to be in a bad mood and when I said that he's like, "I disagree with that."
Um, okay, guess I'm totally wrong then?? Fuckin...it's like I'm the parent, ugh. Also thanks to him I'm starving hungry because we went out for food and he got my order totally wrong when he went to the counter, so I got stuck with this gross sandwich I didn't want. Now I'm eating all my cheese to try and make up for it. XD
ps: I wish Dangan Ronpa v3 would come out on Steam.